Friday, March 12, 2010
In the last week I have met the first three women that I may befriend out here. I have (with Hadj's help) designed, cut, and passed out "business cards" for my non-entity "business." I have gone on interviews for two different jobs, landed and begun one of those jobs. I visited a new doctor. I drove to Portland - for a three day, two night stay - and back. I went out determined to get drunk and flirt. I drew a map on my hand and found out I had North where East should have been. I reacquainted myself with the stellar locations of Orion, the Big Dipper, Mars, and Cassiopeia. My garden is not as tended as I'd like. My writing is unwoven. I do not do yoga as regularly as I wish to. One thing changes and it all changes, but I am learning the lessons of who I will become. I am more capable of accepting now, than ever before, that I am a spiritual being having a physical existence.